Just today our family's dog passed away at the ripe old age of 17 (around 90-100!), been with us a long time but he's been too old to enjoy life for a while now, so I'm happy he's finally released. I didn't feel sad at all when he was in his final hours or minutes, however after he had passed I found myself strangely upset - not from losing him , but from seeing his body empty of his essence or aura (I actually took great interest in observing it suddenly shrink and disappear within the period of a second).
So my question is if any of you have any insight that might help me understand this. It almost felt like there was some sort of perversion, or tragedy, in seeing a lifeform become a mere object, like someone defacing something sacred, a living face being reduced to looking like taxidermy. It just felt wrong to see no aura from what always had up until then. I was expecting to feel sad about never seeing him again, but yet the thought of that doesn't bother me at all, in fact it's very satisfying to me that he's no longer waiting to be freed from the cage his body has been to him. It seems to me like this sensation of sadness comparable to grief, is definitely not anything to do with the loss of a loved one but is more to do with something spiritual/psychic, so this is why I think you guys are the ones to ask.
So yeah, I'm quite puzzled at this and I'd love if anyone has any experiences or knowledge spiritually that might give me a clue as to why this happened to me.
Thanks for the help, really is great to have a crowd to talk to about these things who won't just call me crazy haha!
