Not sure!!!!

[Usmc6218]

Hi guys,

Not really sure what answers I’m looking for. I feel like I’m going crazy I have been diagnosed with PTSD and depression for quite some time but it never quite made sense. I felt depressed most of the time for no reason. Feel sadness for the world feel like everyone around me is living a lie always felt left out even though I made friends very easily and never really had an issue with people liking me. I have had known racists tell me they enjoyed my company( african American female marine retired after 15 years). I have been really making decisions based on gut instincts like as if someone or something is guiding me. I feel energy around me, always have when I close my eyes I can feel and see it. I feel like I can make someone feel better by absorbing the energy myself. I feel like I can do this for pain also but can’t confirm. But I belief I can take it out of the body I can visualize it moving through the body and see different colors radiating from people sometimes depending on my own emotion. I also feel as though with mediation I am able to see with my third eye. I feel like I can leave my body but I have never stayed with it due to fear. I am not a cocky person at all never have been but for some reason I have no idea why I feel this strong feeling of being very important I don’t know where this stems from but it is something I don’t question at all which makes me feel even more crazier. I feel like I need some assistance with this which is why I’m reaching out. I’m not sure if I’m going crazy or not any advice would be helpful because I don’t want to suppress a gift.

[keithdeakin]

Hi. First of all welcome to ABT.I am a 71 year old UK male and x president of my local spiritualist church...You are not the first and I doubt the last to experience these feelings regarding healing, indeed I had those exact feelings many years ago and through teaching and practice I went on to become an approved healer which I still conduct to this day. Should you wish answers to your undoubted questions I am always available to help as and if I can.
kind regards.