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[Carissima]

Welcome back CelticRose, remember me? Long time no see! I would love to discuss arrangements for a reading with you. My schedule is weird plus you are six hours ahead of me in the UK. Let me know at your earliest convenience. I will take into consideration the others ahead of me in the reading request queue.

Life has been rough for me since we last corresponded to say the least.

Hi Esteban, will do this for you tonight if you are ok with that, provided I don't fall asleep while meditating.
If not, twill be tomorrow evening, assuming I don't fall asleep during meditation.

[Carissima]

Welcome back CelticRose, remember me? Long time no see! I would love to discuss arrangements for a reading with you. My schedule is weird plus you are six hours ahead of me in the UK. Let me know at your earliest convenience. I will take into consideration the others ahead of me in the reading request queue.

Life has been rough for me since we last corresponded to say the least.

Hi Esteban, I have not seen you in the chat so I will post this on forums for you to view.
Some words came in earlier before I read, so posted them in with this thread too for you.

When at night you become afraid of waking
And never-endless peace
When the heart’s afraid of breaking
Unwritten words have spoken
And the heart’s not afraid to feel
When his life feels so outnumbered
An ever-lasting spiel, when the words
That have rightly wondered, happiness,
He will feel, all that needs is there a connection
Where chance has brought undone
And the spell of endless nights has broken
Where restless evenings spun
In the end, all of which that matters is
Your undoubted spell, as the magic
Now has whispered into a wishing well

Try as I might with the times upon me
Carry on today being strong and the yielding factors
With me, lend me my strength; surround me
In a way that keeps momentum balanced
While I learned to dance

Esteban,

You are a beautiful soul who has gone through many challenges and hardships, you are searching for peace of mind in your life, and you are not afraid of the new beginnings or chapter that you are searching for answers in. You have been hurt but are healing from it deep within, you have laid these old ghosted feelings to peace, so peace is what you have felt in the past at the moment. You are not afraid to feel again after the old wounds and sense of pain that you have been through, even in the difficult challenges of days gone by, you are not afraid to stand between people who you trust and who you know to keep company and be around, you have gotten so close to giving up the good times because they have been delayed by a few months but your soul knows to keep going on the path, you have found a new outlook on the new found sense of joy and merriment to keep you looking for things anew in your awareness. there will be a time for a chance connection that will change your life completely in more ways than one, with this bringing it the much needed happiness and heartfelt joy you need to continue your life with because feel this is what you are missing out on. once you find that source of your happiness, hold onto it, because it will be everlasting happiness that you will soon know to cherish on your path.

You are being asked to Trust & BELIEVE in yourself to see you through both bad days and the good days, the road ahead of your life path is clearing, as you move forward, you do need to make a wish and turn it into a dream that your heart has asked for, there is a decision that you have made and are thinking about, your heart centre feels a lot lighter after making this decision, this is in connection with the movement coming in to help you move forward on your journey. also get the song you raise me up by Westlife song came in with this….you do know at times that you ought to keep going but you are being reminded that its OK to cool your jets and take a break if required, to re-compose & clear your head when focusing on your path, you are being asked to be steadfast and focused on what you want to obtain for your life path, to ask yourself what you truly desire to do in this time of now- this is for your peace of mind, as you have had thoughts like you wanted to do a dream but have set it aside for later, almost as though the doubt in your mind means that you cannot do the dream at this point in time, but to add it to your dream list of things you want to do in the future.

You are travelling around a lot - there is an uneasiness of being on buses & Trams around you particularly when everyone is piling in at once, you are being asked to take a few deep breaths to relax yourself if this is the case, before you get in on one, sometimes relaxing into the journey is key and just not worrying about the past or future but making plans for the present & just enjoying the ride.

Hope that helps Esteban, no clue if it does or not, but it is what came in for you.
Peace & Blessings

[Esteban]

Welcome back CelticRose, remember me? Long time no see! I would love to discuss arrangements for a reading with you. My schedule is weird plus you are six hours ahead of me in the UK. Let me know at your earliest convenience. I will take into consideration the others ahead of me in the reading request queue.

Life has been rough for me since we last corresponded to say the least.

Hi Esteban, I have not seen you in the chat so I will post this on forums for you to view.
Some words came in earlier before I read, so posted them in with this thread too for you.

When at night you become afraid of waking
And never-endless peace
When the heart’s afraid of breaking
Unwritten words have spoken
And the heart’s not afraid to feel
When his life feels so outnumbered
An ever-lasting spiel, when the words
That have rightly wondered, happiness,
He will feel, all that needs is there a connection
Where chance has brought undone
And the spell of endless nights has broken
Where restless evenings spun
In the end, all of which that matters is
Your undoubted spell, as the magic
Now has whispered into a wishing well

Try as I might with the times upon me
Carry on today being strong and the yielding factors
With me, lend me my strength; surround me
In a way that keeps momentum balanced
While I learned to dance

Esteban,

You are a beautiful soul who has gone through many challenges and hardships, you are searching for peace of mind in your life, and you are not afraid of the new beginnings or chapter that you are searching for answers in. You have been hurt but are healing from it deep within, you have laid these old ghosted feelings to peace, so peace is what you have felt in the past at the moment. You are not afraid to feel again after the old wounds and sense of pain that you have been through, even in the difficult challenges of days gone by, you are not afraid to stand between people who you trust and who you know to keep company and be around, you have gotten so close to giving up the good times because they have been delayed by a few months but your soul knows to keep going on the path, you have found a new outlook on the new found sense of joy and merriment to keep you looking for things anew in your awareness. there will be a time for a chance connection that will change your life completely in more ways than one, with this bringing it the much needed happiness and heartfelt joy you need to continue your life with because feel this is what you are missing out on. once you find that source of your happiness, hold onto it, because it will be everlasting happiness that you will soon know to cherish on your path.

You are being asked to Trust & BELIEVE in yourself to see you through both bad days and the good days, the road ahead of your life path is clearing, as you move forward, you do need to make a wish and turn it into a dream that your heart has asked for, there is a decision that you have made and are thinking about, your heart centre feels a lot lighter after making this decision, this is in connection with the movement coming in to help you move forward on your journey. also get the song you raise me up by Westlife song came in with this….you do know at times that you ought to keep going but you are being reminded that its OK to cool your jets and take a break if required, to re-compose & clear your head when focusing on your path, you are being asked to be steadfast and focused on what you want to obtain for your life path, to ask yourself what you truly desire to do in this time of now- this is for your peace of mind, as you have had thoughts like you wanted to do a dream but have set it aside for later, almost as though the doubt in your mind means that you cannot do the dream at this point in time, but to add it to your dream list of things you want to do in the future.

You are travelling around a lot - there is an uneasiness of being on buses & Trams around you particularly when everyone is piling in at once, you are being asked to take a few deep breaths to relax yourself if this is the case, before you get in on one, sometimes relaxing into the journey is key and just not worrying about the past or future but making plans for the present & just enjoying the ride.

Hope that helps Esteban, no clue if it does or not, but it is what came in for you.
Peace & Blessings

Wow CelticRose, THAT was ALOT to take in and it is all very true.

I am healing from a massive wound. 15 years ago my ex hurt me more than I could ever put in words. She chose to be with someone else who was abusive, all while I offered to love, cherish, and protect her like she always wanted and hoped for. It hurt me deeply to the depths of my soul. I would meet my wife and marry her two years later, but the wound took years to heal. I will always love my ex like the first time we met. However I have finally moved on. I learned that one can have a soul mate that they are not meant to be with in this life.

The messages you got were about my lifelong dream of working as an engineer. I decided at a young age that being an engineer was my destiny. Three years ago I took a major step towards realizing that dream when I earned my degree in mechanical engineering. I fulfilled a promise that I made my father before he passed away to finish school.

Life after graduating was a major let down. No one would hire me for my first job, and I ended up working at a home improvement store as a stocker to make ends meet. I hated the job and surprisingly lasted a year before I was let go. My family and I ended up homeless, chased a job way up north that never came to fruition, stay with my cold hearted in laws to get on our feet, then finally moved into our own place.

I was fired from my job as a call center agent a few months ago, and am still on the hunt for my first engineering job. I really should have given up by now to be honest. But I picture that curious little boy who always had to learn how anything mechanical worked. I remember all the studying and late nights that went into earning my degree. I picture the pride I will feel when at long last I am working a job I enjoy.

It's not easy staying hopeful. Every rejected job application hurts my ego and makes me wonder if anyone will ever see me as being good enough. It also paints me to see my wife working to help support us, when me earning engineering salary would easily support us and then some. I don't want to let everyone else down in addition to myself. I don't want to be a failure. At times it seems life is punishing me. Just about everyone I went to school with has found a job.

Thank you so much for the reading CelticRose. I am inspired to keep trying. What I have been wanting my whole life will soon be realized. I only wish I knew why I had to wait and squander some of my potential. Perhaps the answer to that question will present itself one day.

[Carissima]

Definitely keep trying & keep going with it. Hugs - I was told also new chapter happening in end of June-ish and is well worth the wait for even if delayed by a few months. Peace & Heartfelt Blessings :) Thank you for opportunity to work & For feedback.

[Absolute plane]

Hiiii CelticRose

I hope you are doing well.I have kept away from readings after you said you are on a break. I wish you could do a reading for me now whenever you feel comfortable .I will be truly grateful because you are one gifted reader.

Love and light
Abs

[Carissima]

Hugs Abs, of course. I am back to doing them now. Life took me away for a while as I needed to sort out trust issues. That's ok with me, it might not be today but will be within the next few days if you are cool with me posting your read to this thread on forums :)

[Absolute plane]

Hugs !!! Yes forums are cool ,whenever you have time

[Carissima]

Hugs !!! Yes forums are cool ,whenever you have time

Absolute Plane

I am using the Sirian Starseed Tarot Deck
Cards used are Guidance, Ten of Flames, Eight of Orbs & Eight Of Chalices.

Past
you have been working on finding inner peace within yourself and laying some old tired energy and old feelings to rest. you have found a path that you weren’t quite sure whether it was for you, also feeling that you have been stressing out over questions your heart has asked and asking for guidance on them from within but your higher self is showing you the way forward, giving you no cause to worry, you just gotta learn how to TRUST in yourself and in your intuition for it is letting you know what’s right for you, you have a lot of golden vibrations around you, but also some energy that hasn’t yet had a purpose so it considered neutral energy, this is now being transmuted into positive energy as the answer comes clear to you and your assortment through the old is clearing as the new enters your lifetime and is with you now, there is also tension or a ring of pressure around your head/crown chakra like it is opening slowly in the most gentle way possible as you are becoming more and more aware

present
you have been asking about a situation that you hold quite close to your heart, it involves the principle of patience and timing, what you are waiting for is indeed happening slowly but surely you are being asked to take a big deep breath and let it out slowly so you can relax into your new direction and pathway, have faith in yourself that you can guide yourself through into a new direction, know in your heart’s word and trust in it that it will not bring confusion to you, allow the breath from you relaxing into your path to breathe the confusion clouds away so you can start by believing in your intuition and your heart’s word; this card shows you climbing up a staircase guiding the steps to gradual procession, in which, you are beginning to feel more at ease with every step you can take, secure in the knowledge that you are headed in the right path forward for your own initial development and awareness; it may feel like there is a tunnel theme here but know there is a light at the end of the tunnel and there is a way out in sight, so keep going with what you are doing and challenge yourself to newer levels too, which will in turn, bring you a new direction and lease of life in terms of path

present-

this brings a sense of peace and harmony and also a lot of self-reflection and answers in your life, you have been worrying out about the little problems and issues that are building up, the calming feeling of peace in this card is suggesting to be at peace with yourself and allow the flow of water to ebb and flow and carry all of your burdens and worries away with the tide leaving you and your mind free of all anxiousness and fears that are preying on your mind, you are a beautiful soul who also needs to look after your own needs first before looking at the possibility of caring for others, you may feel like you are walking into a situation of disconnection from others where you ought to look for the truth, or are not taking care of where you are going, at this point there is much tension in the third eye, so its a recognition that you are being urged to look within for the much needed wisdom and answers that you seek.

(querent & future - but as you know future is not set in stone)
again the themes of the water flowing and the sea are on this card indicating that clearing of the self, aura and energy - clearing out the old of what’s not needed which is not serving you more purpose; you are finding your pathway and are adept at doing so, if you feel entirely lost or distant from it at the moment then perhaps more self-care and nurturing and empathy is needed to find your way ahead, and with this; am strongly feeling like this new direction will also bring in a new beginning for you too , a tidal wave of changes and transition, you just need that time out to meditate and pamper yourself to be able to even start seeing this new beautiful chapter and beginning that’s out there for you, it is indeed on its way to you, perhaps on your horizons as this is typed, but look within and meditate because your higher self and your heart has the answers that you seek and you are looking for.

Hope that helps bring peace of mind to you, not picking up much else from this reading.
CR

[Absolute plane]

Aww Many hugs to you CR. You always come up with a reading which is totally unexpected to me yet it makes so much sense .

You are so right i am losing my sleep over a love issue which has caused me stress for years but it does not seem to go forward. I want to let it go and want to detach my self which looks like the hardest thing at the moment .I am always thinking and fearing if this is how its going to be even after another year? I am tired of wasting my emotions over something which is uncontrollable yet i am helpless and i am constantly drawn.

Health issues of my father also keep me worried and drain me emotionally.I am changing from wihtin and i jst pray that change is for the better . My professional growth has been limited due to family issues ,i have an opportunity now in hand and i want to avail it to the maximum. Just a lot of confusion and uncertainty and fear around me .
Thank you so very much .The reading means a lot to me .I need to be patient and develop trust within .

lots of love and light to you

Abs

[Carissima]

Abs, more than welcome. It was probably what was needed to be heard at the time link opened.