you are in a muddle with your emotions, i feel strongly like recuperation and meditation would serve you to help you disconnect from the worry, the doubt and the feeling like you aren't worthy. this is an illusion thought, because you are indeed worthy of anything the universe sends your way, you need to step away from what's bothering you right now, go back to it and take a break, when you feel ready to go back to it, revisit it and reassess and hopefully the picture will expand into being more clearer.
there is a situation where you are seeing it for the sake of the trees, but that little step away from it will help you in the long run. this is in relation with a project that you are working on and collaborating on with a colleague.
you seek truth in every day life, there is someone around you a lady who has been around you in last few months who you feel uneasy around, its like you've taken off the rose tinted glasses and seen her for whom she really is, this has made you feel vulnerable and distrustful of others, you arer asked to steer clear from those that make you feel doubtful or distrustful and really guide yourself into your future and present where you are now in a much safer place to heal yourself within and find answers.