Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2019 10:00 am
Carissima I'm not sure what's going on with My Singing voice. One minute it sounds better than before then one minute It's all over the place. I've also quit singing for about a year. I'm not sure If I'm just psyching Myself out or not. It just seems I've worked so hard for nothing. I'm dealing with immense Anxiety and Depression as well. I can't seem to calm down and stop overthinking. I don't bring It up to My Mom because I know she has bigger issues to worry about. I guess I'm expecting for the universe to just make a miracle happen for me in the drop of a hat. I've tried to contact My spirit guides as well to see what they think I should do. I wonder what My deceased Grandma thinks is going on as well. I'm trying really hard to pretend I'm ok but, I'm not. I feel I'm not even breathing properly when I sing either. I have stomach issues so I've wondered If that had an effect on My voice. I just wish I had an answer. I have an entire playlist of songs I can sing. I feel that list is going to get really short soon. when My Mom can afford vocal lessons hopefully the coach gets me back on track, and to a good place.