I just want to start out by saying you are a very strong and brave girl ... Your not alone in this world .... I sense you lost your mom or a mother type figure maybe your grandma or auntie... I lost mine at the age of 11...
I want to tell you that the signs your seeing are your mom letting you know she loves you and shes with you every step of your journey .... we never die we just change form
Thankfully, my mom is still here with me, alive and well. I did lose my maternal grandmother when I was, say 5 or 6? I only got to speak with her once over the phone, but I’m not too fond of the memory as she passed not too long after. Maybe it’s her?
... your wiser than you know .... you dont relate that much with girls your own age because of some of the stupid things they do .... you see and feel things deeper ... i can see it in your eyes....i think your a very intuitive girl
Yeah, as I never grew up with a sister, I always felt I missed the special connection I’d see with others who did. Admittedly, I’m still jealous of those with sisterly bonds, and I continue to seek that…much to my detriment, as I feel I can come off a bit ‘desperate’ and ‘clingy’. I'm currently in the search for my 'sister', I want to be able to have that bond with a group of strong, feminine women who we all can count on each other.
I’ve also been told that I am an intuitive person; I’ve always been known to be the sensitive one, very quick to get emotional and cry. It’s something I consider to be more of a curse, as I’d like to keep my composure more often, but I’m trying to love that part of me.
your mom gave you everything you need on this journey.... she taught you to believe in yourself and to respect yourself .... and to LOVE yourself ... she taught you what true love is and dont ever forget your self worth...
when it comes to relationships trust your gut ...if a boy puts you down once ...you walk and dont look back... EVER!!! dont go searching for a love you think is missing in your life .... you have it all inside of you .... when you feel alone and like no one understands all you have to do is give yourself a BIGGG HUUUG and you can talk to her .... even if you cant see her trust shes there beside you Always ..... I see you going into the medical field and making a huge difference on this planet
You know, it’s funny you mention that, as it was suggested that I think of getting into becoming a Nurse, or Psychiatrist, or even a Doctor. It was suggested I go into that as I’d be able to make a lot of money, but my heart’s not in either of those. Personally, I see myself working as a Clinical Neuropsychologist, where I may likely work in a hospital and open up a business down the line?
I'm also learning to teach myself self-love. For so long, I've always let others walk all over me and treat me as poorly as I let them. Nowadays, I've been meditating using guided positive affirmations, and I notice that I have dreams where guys have been fawning over me. I see myself in a much more pleasant light already.
i can sense your love of animals and sense they are attracted to you as well
always follow your intuition ... that feeling in your gut and chest it will never steer you wrong... if you have a weird feeling around someone TRUST IT .... you dont have to listen to what adults say if it feels unsafe or scary to you ... you can always find someone outside of the situation like a teacher to talk to....Never listen to someone out of fear ...your space right now may not be the greatest but it wont be like this for long .... trust in yourself and the guidance your getting .... if you feel like you shouldnt trust someone and dont know why,,,, TRUST THE FEELING!!!! It will save you in alot of life jams
I absolutely love animals and children! I’ll be honest; I always wanted to be one of those people whose energy is pure enough that I have animals surrounding me. I feel women who can do that have strong feminine energy, and I aim to fully tap into that. They bring out the gentleness and maternal nature in me, and I’d love to integrate that into other parts of my life.
As for the people in my life, or I should say, those who were in the past, I feel I’m always attracting those who end up hindering my growth in some way. I’m currently spending time with myself before I seek new friends, partially due to past people in my life who brought stress and insecurity.
I see the life ahead of you as being amazing!!!
always remember we create our reality by the thoughts we think
you can achieve anything you put your mind to
even tho we struggle to make sense of things ... there is a reason
Just know things wont always be like this .... if you want a certaintype of friend imagine you already have them ... relationship. job etc imagine the life you want and really FEEL IT .. the life ahead of you is amazing...ALWAYS TRUST YOUR INNER GUIDANCE -if something doesnt feel right ITS NOT
I do envision myself living life in luxury, with endless amounts of money and other forms of abundance. I feel it’s possible for me, and I work as much as I can in achieving that. However, as I mentioned in the past, I have to rid myself of past grievances and resentment, especially towards those who hurt me. I want to live my life going forward, but I notice that I still act as though they’re still in my life. I even find myself screaming myself awake (screaming at someone), which I know I still have a lot to let go. I wish I hadn’t been hurting still, but I’m still at a loss as to how to let go and be happier with myself. I want to learn to love openly and be able to be vulnerable.
Thank you for your response! <3