My grandfather passed away before I was born. Hi name was Manuel. The interesting thing about him was that over the span of my entire life he has  been part of my life. Even though I never knew him I still felt this close bond with him. I am very sensitive to spirtiual surrounds and for some odd reason. I lately have bene recieving messages from him that he needs help. Maybe to cross over? I have no idea. I sometimes do automatic handwriting and keep receiving messages for help or to remember . I have no idea what these messages could mean. I would appreciate it if a medium would be able to to help me understand what is going on with him. thank you.