Foolish/Ryan,
STOP THAT!

You may feel like those words, but that is NOT what you ARE! You are a young adult that is filled with mixed emotions, reved up hormones, walking the line of dependance on your parents and being resposible for yourself and others. That stage of life is the absolute hardest.
don't kid yourself and think that all the other people your age are not feeling the same way...maybe they are in denial, medications or simply able to hide it better.
I feel for you

I remember being your age and praying to God to hurry up and make me through these years. My prediction for you is that you will truly enjoy your 30th birthday. I woke up on my 30th and thought 'Thank God, it's over and I am who I am'. No more anxst.
Again, you may feel like those words, but you are Not those words...
It's all about growth, physiological, hormonal, mental and emotional. Your brain and your physical self are at war, and you just have to take a deep breath and know that you are not ALONE!
Chin up, you too shall survive your transitional years...we all have, and thank God for that lol
p.s. Finding someone to talk with about anything is very helpfull and if that's not possible...go for a walk/find a peaceful spot for yourself, and talk with your spirit guide or someone that you know that has passed. It helps

One big Hug and Heartsmiles for you...carollynne